I'm Going Crazy
No, Really I am.
Why?
Because I only saw my boyfriend for like... 10 mins on friday before I had to leave.
that's why.
Okay, It's something that I shouldn't be worrying about, but... I AM!
I barely even talked to him yesterday via Hangout, but it's not the same! Its not the same being next to him and actually talking to him, in which I only got to do for like... 5 minutes.
I wasn't kidding to him when I said that I was sad, and why I was giving him the puppy-dog pout. No one can fully explain my slight quiet mood right now - heck, many would think I'm just being myself, but I have my reasons behind my quietness.
I'm a girl in a relationship, that has barely seen nor spoke to her boyfriend for a week. Of course, I haven't really texted him lately. Why? Because ... well.. I really don't know what to say to him..
I know... that's bad...
What kind of girlfriend am I who doesn't text and check up on her own boyfriend? Since he's done that a few weeks before, so shouldn't I do the same in return?
My head is telling me "Uh... YEAH!"
I guess I'm still getting use to the idea of this whole... relation-date-ship thing... Even though I should've already accepted this fact weeks ago.
I don't know what's wrong with me...
I shouldn't be like this, but I'm a freakin noob to all of this still. Let alone freaking out about not seeing him in so long. I guess my reasons for not texting him is because i don't want to end up acting like or feeling like a clingy, over-protective girlfriend who worries that her boyfriend doesn't like her no more.
I know, i know! I barely started this relationship and I'm already worried about that!
Heck, the only thing that's keeping me sane is that slight reminder on my itouch of our picture. My sisters saw it; one said "kitty! what is that?!", while the other one said "oh kat... i don't know you anymore".
Hopefully I see him before I end up texting him "Not seeing you in so long is driving me crazy..." And that to me, just sounds a bit wrong and weird.
What has happened to me?!?!
Why?
Because I only saw my boyfriend for like... 10 mins on friday before I had to leave.
that's why.
Okay, It's something that I shouldn't be worrying about, but... I AM!
I wasn't kidding to him when I said that I was sad, and why I was giving him the puppy-dog pout. No one can fully explain my slight quiet mood right now - heck, many would think I'm just being myself, but I have my reasons behind my quietness.
I'm a girl in a relationship, that has barely seen nor spoke to her boyfriend for a week. Of course, I haven't really texted him lately. Why? Because ... well.. I really don't know what to say to him..
I know... that's bad...
My head is telling me "Uh... YEAH!"
I guess I'm still getting use to the idea of this whole... relation-date-ship thing... Even though I should've already accepted this fact weeks ago.
I don't know what's wrong with me...
I shouldn't be like this, but I'm a freakin noob to all of this still. Let alone freaking out about not seeing him in so long. I guess my reasons for not texting him is because i don't want to end up acting like or feeling like a clingy, over-protective girlfriend who worries that her boyfriend doesn't like her no more.
I know, i know! I barely started this relationship and I'm already worried about that!
Heck, the only thing that's keeping me sane is that slight reminder on my itouch of our picture. My sisters saw it; one said "kitty! what is that?!", while the other one said "oh kat... i don't know you anymore".
Hopefully I see him before I end up texting him "Not seeing you in so long is driving me crazy..." And that to me, just sounds a bit wrong and weird.
What has happened to me?!?!
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