The Show

I can't believe that the last time I wrote a blog post was on my mom's birthday.

Dang . . .

Well. Let's make a quick recap. 

Turned twenty-three, failed driving test and hasn't bother getting a new permit at this point, still single (and just annoyed at every mention of WHF), and hoping for a damn miracle. Oh, and stuck at home still.

And that's pretty much how the year has been for me. 

It's lame, I know. 

That's pretty much how i can describe this year so far. It sucks. I don't know how many times I've wanted to cry recently at how miserable my life has been. My sister said that if I got my license I wouldn't be like this.

Are you kidding me? Even if I had my license, I wouldn't go anywhere. I haven't had a chance to even see my friends since last year! What are the chances of me going ANYWHERE?!? the only places I'd be going if i did have my license would be - dropping off my mom at work, back home, picking up my mom and then going to work. What a life. 

yep. . .

Can I just say, in a nutshell, I'm just a miserable, lazy, person. Who honestly is always wishing for a miracle? That I'm still waiting on "Mr Dream Boy" (lol), that I'm still wishing that I'll go out with friends without my mom's constant worrying (and trust issues), and that i'll somehow manage to have a best friend (hopefully a guy bf) who isn't after my job and won't nag me like a mom (i really don't need another 'mom' in a friend . . . .)

'Omg. where are you Best Friend?'

So yeah. About being "single". Yeah... I'm not gonna go into that. Deep down, I'm still surprised that I had a "boyfriend" for awhile, and I'm glad that i don't have to see him at work. Even though I did recently, because someone is on vacation, and whf took over the friday. Did i talk to him? Hell~~~ No. I just said "Hi", got my stuff together and out of the store I went. Was I being a bit harsh? No. It was awkward the last time we worked together, why do i have to talk to him for? He did look tired, and I should've showed some care, but I don't want him to think that I still cared about him. Fuck that.

Seriously . . .  *rolls eyes*

I should just find a good-looking guy best friend, so that the next time i have to see WHF come in for work, at least my guy best friend is there. Let's hope that Charlie gets to work at the Store instead of Josh, so that I'll have someone to talk to at work. lol. And that I'm curious on what would happen if Charlie gets trained by WHF . . . Oooh, that would fun~~~ hehe.

*watches eagerly*

I'm honestly hoping that Josh doesn't go for it - no offense and i know that Mia is helping him - but It should be my turn to help a friend get a job at the store . . . :(. If Charlie does work there, her hopes me and him ever "talking" could come true. 

okay. the end.